by Jenny Leather | Life Success
Day 24 Own Your Feelings
No one person’s feelings will be exactly the same as another in the same situation. This weight surrendering journey that I have been doing with my husband has been interesting for me to observe. We eat the same food, do the same exercise and he loses 9 kg and I lose 5.4 kg. In the morning we did a weigh in and I feel sad and jealous.
Logically he is male, I am female, we store and hold fat differently, he is 6ft 2ins and I am 5ft 2 ins. He weighted 95kg and I weight 74kg, logic does not come with feelings that present with a charge attached. If I was to logically look at our differences and then assess the loss in percentage of weight lost it would not seem so different. As I just mention logic does not matter when the feeling has been activated.
The feelings are attached to old stories where we have had similar outcomes, old energy of being in competition instead of co creating individual visions. The feelings also have the attached fear of “am I going to be able to reach my vision”. The answer is definitely YES even if the time frame needs to be expanded. I am truly ok with whatever is required to happen.
If I quickly flashed back in time I can see many times where I judged a situation and saw myself lacking maybe in beauty, brains or intelligence. When I have found myself judging a situation or a person, I have open myself to being jealous when I seem less than another. In truth I am a unique perfect human being that has different unlimited potential.
I wonder if these feelings are attached to the old masculine feminine energy conflict. Could be, I really no longer need to know, I am in a space of accepting what is and being open to release the energy and all stories that it is attached too.
“This whole competition role needs to change into co creation as a team player: being supportive while not being responsible for another person’s experience.”
Imagine if we all owned our own feelings, the growth that would follow would be phenomenal. Read about the power of our emotions http://jennyleather.com/life/day-28-power-of-emotions
Have a great day
Love Always
Jenny
by Jenny Leather | Life Success
Day 23 – Healing at a Mind, Body and Spirit level allows for COMPLETION of a issue.
I understand weight issues are not just about the food we put in our mouth. The issue has been a symptom of conflicting issues in my life. I am not altogether sure I understand it all; I can see it is attached to self-esteem and self-worth areas. Complex in the least!
What happened to trigger the start of the problem? Was it something I read or heard? In truth it does not matter it is probably a culmination of numerous incidents and there is definitely different story attached to the validity of the situation.
For me I can see it was a way of hiding due to my own self-worth fragility which in and of itself is complex. When I really dig deep I think it occurs because I had lost my connection with myself from a mind body spirit perspective, Who was I to be brilliant, confident and a leader in doing what I loved? Now I realise how dare I not BE.
When I realised Everything was made up of the same substance at a quantum level and I remember thinking if I took one bucket of water out of the ocean, the only thing that was separating this water from being the ocean was the bucket. The same is truth for me; the only thing separating me from being all that is would be my physical body. At the moment of embodying this truth I realised healing had to be a multi-level event.
For this weight issue, on a spiritual level, I sent my picture to St John of God in Brazil and asked for healing in relation to my addiction to sugar and white flour. I also asked for this healing on the crystal bed here in Melbourne. Then on an emotional level I have been journaling this experience each day surrendering any emotion that is hindering my journey. At times I have had to sit with an emotion for a couple of hours or days before it moves through and out of my body. I first welcome and BE with how I am feeling with an intention for it to be dealt with at a higher level. Last but not least on a physical level I decided to use some drops to help my body eat my own fat, this required low calorie diet for the first 6 weeks to help eliminate the addiction my body held.
An interesting observation: I have been doing this journey alongside my husband. Neither of us has been hungry and if we experience strange feelings we imagine that the Pac Men are gobbling our excess fat. In truth it is a mind game supported by of souls/mind intent and played out in the physical body with many different rewards attached.
Manifestation of my vision “Slim Trim Feeling Terrific” with Ease supported by Grace.
If anyone has any questions or insights I would love to hear. Leave me a message.
Love always
Jenny
by Jenny Leather | Life Success
Day 22 – Weigh in Morning
My vision “Slim Trim Feeling Terrific” with Ease supported by Grace has moved a leap in the right direction.
I am excited to say I have surrendered 5 kg and 31 cms at least back to the universe with ease. This is symbolic of all the old stories and limiting belief patterns that I have finally transformed into what works for me. The mind has being playing in a karmic journey which I now believe is complete. I have paid my dues now it is time to get on with life with ease and the support of grace.
I feel strangely calm; it is as though the weight is not important it’s an outward projection of the changes within. I feel good about me and that is all that matters in this moment.
Have a Great Day, do something special for YOU
Love always
Jenny
by Jenny Leather | Life Success
Day 21 – Expressing our Gifts and talent – the world is in need!
I love watching the talents that arrive on the X factor and Australia / USA / Britain got talent shows. The ones that you feel goose bumps when they sing; it is like they are channelling an angel or a famous talent of the past. They don’t need to try they just BE and then DO then the desired outcome/ HAVE is a given. Pure Joy!
Are they guaranteed fame and fortune? No because raw talent is one component of a big picture that evolves every day. Life does not come with a guarantee. The ability to feel those feelings will always be there if they remember their why they sang. If they do it JUST for the money (Getting sucked into the ego game) life may send many challenges they need to overcome eventually finding their way back to connecting with the raw purity.
I am starting to own my hidden or not so hidden talents, I can see how I got drawn off MY path by the expectations and promises I thought could be. All good now obviously there was so much I needed to learn and heal before I could fully hold my own power. The challenges only highlight what needed work so the process could speed up.
When I was in the thick of my crazy reality I lost the ability to see my own gifts and talents. I needed to seek help!
I needed to learn to see my ability to inspire others to take the next step required to fulfil an outcome. To intuitively know what may be going on for a person and to come up with that next easy step. To educate and open people to new possibilities and potential experience’s is one of my visions.
I do not do this on my own; I get support and insights from a higher power, a part of me that does not live on this physical realm. Call it intuition, wisdom or knowledge from experience; it really does not matter if it adds value to other people’s journey.
When I was a nurse for 28 years (I worked Royal children hospital coronary care unit) I would get a sense that something was wrong with a baby, the machines did not tell us what was going on yet with 10 hrs the symptoms showed. With my own boys, our middle son kept getting ear infections and I would know 24 hrs before the doctor could see the problem. Over the years he got to know ‘Kevin is going to be sick tomorrow” and I would agree. It became a joke or I would just wait one more day.
I had never heard the word intuition or at least paid any attention. I thought that is what all nurses did because of their education or a connection between mothers and baby. (I learned to always trust the mum) I was later to realise I was tapping in to something that most of us do not understand yet have the ability to fine tune for yourselves.
I would suggest start to ask “What did you enjoy as a child?” What dreams have you set aside? How have you made a difference to another human being? These may help uncover some of your gifts and talents.
As a child I would sing out in the backyard pretending to be a singing star. I obviously loved the response from the pretend audience. I am sure that is why I like teaching and talking to groups from my experiences via my heart.
Bye for today, Enjoy life
Love always
Jenny
by Jenny Leather | Life Success
Day 20 – Feeling blessed – My experience of healing
This year has been amazing time, many ups and downs. In February I was experiencing major shortness of breath and chest pain. Due to the fact my brother had a massive heart attack at 50 yrs old and died, I thought it was sensible to have a full check-up.
After all the tests and scans came back the cardiologist said my heart was perfect but that they had found a couple of nodules on my lung that should not be there.
As you do I started to do some research and for women over 50 these nodules had 57% chance of being cancerous. I decided I was going to be in the 43%.
I started doing some liver cleansing and lower PH of the body. The breathing problem persisted and if anything was getting worse. During this time, Gary and I had been living an isolated life but ready for a change; we decided to go to a one day workshop to meet new people.
I remember thinking “will we or will we not go” then a friend sent us 2 free tickets and it seemed we were meant to be in attendance. At the event we meet a friend who we have come across 4 times in 20 years. After having a great catch up he suggested we meet his girlfriend. (The reason I was there)
About 2 weeks later we made a time to get together, the night before I made a comment about “Wonder what this meeting is about?” I just had a sense it was not just coffee. Michael and Nicole had the same feeling. Not long into the meeting I shared my challenge with my lung and she told how she worked with St John of God in Brazil (I had already been told about him by 2 other people and even read about him on the internet) along with an amazing journey she has been experiencing.
I was in amazement!
I already understood all die-ease in the body is attached to blockages in the energy system and has emotional underlay. I could feel the healing work starting on me straight away. I was actually getting worse as we spoke. She told me this was huge loss issues in my life. I responded she had hit the nail on the head especially after the last couple of years.
We went on to discuss how she has bought a crystal healing bed from Brazil to a clinic in Melbourne and Sydney,( you can only do this if St John of God gives his blessing).
Usually it takes weeks to get an appointment but she mentioned she had time the next afternoon. Prior to hoping on the table, Nicole asked numerous questions and I told her the nodules were on the left side (In hindsight I never asked the doctor, I was shocked and assumed my heart was on the left therefore the lung must have been the left).
During the session, I knew some work was being done on the left side of my head and my whole right side only. Nicole confirmed and mentioned she did not know why the left side was not worked on. I went home annoyed that what I asked had not happened. That night I got worse and was going to the toilet every hour for 10 hrs. The next week I remember thinking I am getting sicker yet I sensed my body was cleansing something. Things improved over the next couple of weeks, I took prednisolone for the asthma and felt better. I had not gone back for my next scan; in truth I was scared of the outcome. Cancer was not a journey I wanted to travel.
A friend convinced me to go and face what needed to happen, so following Monday I went back to doctor to get paper work for the next tests. While we were there she mentioned the nodules were, 4.8 mm and 5.6 mm on the middle and upper lobe of the right lung. I could not believe my ears. Right side was where I had all the spiritual surgery in Nicole’s office. Immediately I knew I would be healed, the nodules would be gone. All the sickness following the session was getting rid of the disease. The following day I had the next scan and on Friday I got the results. No nodule only 2 faint white scars, an amazing blessing!
I had one other session for my hip that had been injured 30 years ago after rupturing a disc. I have had no pain killers or anti-inflammatory since that session.
This has been an amazing time; yesterday I found out that St John of God has given me permission and his blessing to learn how to facilitate the crystal healing bed here in Melbourne. After 25 years nursing, 10 years of studying energy healing and spirituality come meta physical reality, I’m not sure where my journey is taking me yet it feels exciting.
Thank you for following my journey and allowing me to share.
Love always
Jenny
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